This weekend I was supposed to be in Phoenix but of course it didn't happen. The boys forgot to mention they had to be in town for their band junk. I wanted to badly to go to the fair and to hang out with Sonja. And I don't think we can go next weekend due to another band event. I might just forget them and go on my own. Yup. Maybe.

Lets see..
Oh I found out that my boss lady is a lesbian. I had a clue but I wasn't sure until she said, "...my wife...." And in my head like, a bunch lights got turned on. It all makes sence now. I was in her house and I was looking at her pictures she had displayed and not one of a man and I saw the picture of their wedding day of hands, and I couldn't figure out which one was the man's hand. Sooo, it all makes sence now. Kristi is so awesome though, totally nice, and totally insane lol. She does some crazy stuff.

Luna got a hair cut today. I really want to get Luna a new sister or little brother. I'm going to be laid off soon, so I would be able to spend time with it, if I got one. She's lonely all by herself all day. And she doesn't get along with Harley. He's going to end up getting her pregnant and those puppies would be ugly. He pees all over the house and he peed on my purse. I was sooo pissed.

Anyway, I've been working alot and it's tiring. But I get paid bank! So it's cool lol. Anyway, I want a new puppy, preferrably one that stays small so they can travel easy. I want to adopt one this time and not buy one from a breeder. I'm debating on whether or not to buy Luna a costume for Halloween. I saw some cute costumes but hmm, I don't know if I want to buy one. I know for sure I need to buy her a sweater or something because it's getting cold. I need to buy some winter clothes too. I know I'm going to freeze here in Flagstaff.

Anyway, I'm back on ebay looking for great deals. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I have a sickness. Money just burns though my pocket. I don't really know what I can do to control it. I try sooo hard but I just can't stop. Any suggestions?

Maybe I was totally crazy buying a dog when I'm totally broke, but thats how I do. She's cute and pretty mellow but when she's with Harley (Angel's pug) they're both annoying. All they do is fight all day long. But oh well. I guess they'll get tired of it eventually. Her collar is wayyy to big for her so I have to cut it but yess it has a little bell so I know where she's at. She's really small and really furry, sleeps for a looong time and is VERY picky about her food. Of course she would looove the expensive Cesar kind. That shit looks sooo disgusting and it has soo many damn by-products. Ew. Those things are like almost a dollar a damn tin and she don't like the dry dog food I got her. I'm trying to feed her the healthy stuff but nope, she will only eat that crap crammed in that little tin. She's really good about playing with only her dog toys except when Harley's around. She started pooping and peeing in the house just like him and chewing on things that she's not supposed to. I didn't think it was possible for a dog to show another dog habits but I guess it is.

I though though she would make me happy but of course I was wrong. It just stresses me out more because she started going everywhere with me and now she's like a kid. Well, she is a kid just really small with four legs and really furry. She's great and all but now I have to find money to take care of her food wise and vet wise and stuff. On top of that, we're going to be confined to my room once my dad moves in. I'm just starting to really worry. She loves grass and can probably play in it all day. It's not fair to lock her up in my room because the rest of the house is off limits due to my asshole of a father I don't want to see.

I have a lot on my mind right now. I'm so ready for a change. Right now, things are so messed up, I'm dying for something stable. I want something/someone dependable, I need it. I want my life back on track. I want things to start going my way.

Please bad luck, get the fuck away!

Soo.. these are my creations. Well, kinda. I bought the stuff real cheap and put it all together myself. I have a lot of time on my hands..






Maybe I can make some of these things and sell them to make some money??